Reflection

Today was sight of yet another ugly battle and as always, no one won.

I feel like I'm walking on very thin ice these days.  The only way to keep the peace is to be timid and agreeable.  But I am not perfect.  I have been hypocritical.  I have lied.  I don't know everything (although sometimes I think I do).  I don't always know the right thing to say.  I also have said things out of anger.  I am aware and believe me---it's a constant work-in-progress, because....I'm human.  Deal with it.

How terrible and wasteful that it is so easy to get angry, yet so difficult to kiss and make-up?  Forgive and forget?  It's so easy to point the finger and forget to look in the mirror.

I'm no better.

But still...

It's kind of scary how "right" people feel when they are angry...

*sigh*

It is so hard to find resilient and forgiving friendships these days.